John Lloyd and Shaina Magdayao: A Case of Vaginismus

This afternoon, we have been discussing Sexual Disorder under Abnormal Psychology class and I was surprised to hear the news from my students on the incident that allegedly happen to these two popular showbiz personality. They told me that these two were copulating and that John Lloyd's penis cannot be removed from the vagina of Shaina. (we are talking medical terms for the private parts).

This is a case of Vaginismus in women, where the muscles of the vagina tend to tense involuntarily, meaning it is not willed, and a cause for this is fear of penetration. Maybe it is the first time for Shaina that she has performance anxiety or maybe fear of getting pregnant which is typical among young adult like her.

I started the class by writing on the board, What is your greatest fear about SEx? and this incident made them temporarily fearful about sex.

Allegedly this is true kahit na sinabi na di totoo, because I have students who has relatives working in the hospital and they were witness to this incident.

anyway, I've seen that Shaina has a new soap, maybe this is just a tactic for publicity.

Feeling Low: Is This Depression?

I've been feeling low at the beginning of this month, probably from a lot of backlog because we were away for one week and went back with a lot of work. Kiara is sick with fever for 2 days now and I hope it is just a minor illness. Been losing sleep but I do not feel the need to sleep. I do not feel sleepy, maybe I am manic depressive again. Maybe I am self-disgnosing.

NOw I yawned but do not want to sleep. I have no energy left in me. I just came from a vacation but my body still crave for a vacation.

Mothers need vacation!

Since Kiara was born, I've been losing sleeping time. No one to blame.

That's why I wonder, how did my mother raised 6 children, when I am already tired of one?

My mother raised us full time, I envy those stay at home mom who are with their children.

It's always a conflict for me to stay at home and be with Kiara or work, it is between your career and your family.
I need the money and the feeling of accomplishment, but with all these expectations,
in return, I feel stressed out and feeling all kinds of somatic complaint.

I know what is good, I am dreaming of a life in the province or somewhere cool like Tagaytay or Baguio,
not the city life. Stress free...

Noynoy at RTU last August 26, 2010

My own video shots at President Noynoy, he was very very close but I never had the chance to shake his hand nor had a picture with him.

Socializing Babies

It's been a while since I last entered anything here. There is so much thing to do and finish and start again.
Time flies by so quickly and then I see Kiara as not so small and not a baby anymore.
There was a time when she wouldn't smile or laugh, and I thought of socializing her by enrolling her to Gymboree
or even mainstream her to all the kids in the neighborhood.

But now she's changed, she can laugh and make fun and say a lot of things.
I guess it is just a phase or a stage in babyhood that I can't accelerate or push her to do the things her parents want her to do.
Now she is displaying the behavior I dreamt of like singing, dancing and counting..
nature has its way of surprising you right?

Kampana ng Balangiga

Every Filipino should know what happen to Balangiga even if you are not from this place.
"Know Thyself" said Socrates, it is only by knowing yourself that you can gain wisdom.

Book Smart is Not Enough

This is a funny and informative video for graduating students that it is not always the grade that counts , or who you know but how you deal with problems, carry yourself and communicate.

I like the part where the nose is bleeding. It looks gross though.

Mossimo Casting Call 2010

Out of 2, 263 kids there are a total of 1,799 kids selected and only 20 will be declared winner.I got his information from myfameandfortune link to se click here frensz.com site.

I received an email last June 24 informing me that Kiara was selected, though i do not know the criteria, I was excited.. I know Kiara is cute,, just like what every mother feel. i was excited on that day, i even want to have a pedicure for myself and had the gap clothes cleaned in the laundry shop and even had it pressed.

I even loaded the car with a thousand peso gas and paid the toll fee and then had to dine at Don Henrico for the Casting Call at Festival Mall. In short, I spend a lot for this and was a little disappointed when I see the crowd of babies and kids.

You know, it's like Kiara was special or so I thought then I learned of this statistics and I was correct at my hunch that they tried to include almost everybody. Make everybody feel special to even go to a a very far place, it will totally help the Festival Mall and i am sure there are a lot of kids who were wearing Mossimo clothes. Though it was not a requirement that they be in a Mossimo clothes. But I am sure they had a bit of earning from the mothers who wanted their baby to be models. I was fighting the urge to get a Mossimo shirt for Kiara, secretly I had that wishful thinking that I want at least for Kiara to be considered but then again I know it is really hard to get Kiara to do what we want. Kids are kids.

I do not want to accuse Mossimo, myfameandforture.com and the Festival mall of deceiving us mothers, because we came there at our own free will and we did not pay for anything. It is a valid model search and I just want to wish those selected luck and hope next time we can attend earlier and Kiara will learn to smile. She will be older then..

It was fun though seeing the mothers and the kids, prepping their children. Though it was also not fun seeing mothers asking their children to do what they want, like I've been in the waiting area and one mother was yelling to his son " sit, sit sit!" just like a dog..

What a sight!