Hypnosis Day Four

Day four of our hypnosis class got us to listen to empty coca cola cans and sea shells and see what we can hear. since it is the hearing faculty that we are using, I may have difficluty with that because of my injured ear. So I let it be, the POWER of LET asd Father Bu told us is not working with me. All I can hear is "I am so tired". I do not know where did I get that reception. By the way we also tried to look for hidden things inside the room and I was close to finding it. We also tried to intuitively guess the school of one of our classmates who is from UST by using our thumb and of course not by reasoning. I've intuitively seen the letters E and T and then last is letter U, I cannot make a school out of it and I never thought it could be UST. Whew so much for the activity and getting intuition, I didn't shared it though.

Hypnosis Day Four

Day four got us looking into Crystal Balls, similar to the one's you see in tiangge in Quiapo. We were four in our group and we are suppose to look into each other's past life. I have hesitations with all of the activity since day one, and I know that I cannot see, but feel but this time, I saw something and when I discharged the soft eyes, it stopped. We discussed what we saw, and when it was their turn to see into me, my supressed emotions emancipated. The feelings that I've been trying to control suddenly resurfaced.
One of my group mates sees me crying, alone and according to her, she wants to confort me but she had the feeling that I want to be left alone. I was alone and want to be left alone. I had to control myself from crying during the discussion so I have to use another defense mechanism again. I am aware of all my defenses.
Now I realized that I was an unhappy person trying to fool everyone that I am ok. That all is well within me. The feelings that I've been trying to suppress resurfaced and hit me and I cannot control it. I am loosing control, I need a release of this deep emotions of anger, helplessness and my unhappiness.
Shopping would not solve it, i simply want to get away. Sometimes I thought of hurting myself to know that I could still feel because after all of the defenses I've been using to cover my unhappiness has left me cold and unfeeling.

Hypnosis Day Three

One of our activity during our third day is the Yin-yang experience, one should be a receiver the yang and the yin the sender. This is done by putting your hands above the other hands of your partner. Those whose hand is below is the other hand would be the sender. It was my turn to be a sender and the message that I want to send is my experience having a painful ear candling, from going through the session to going to the medical doctor to have it checked.
You will do this transmission by mentally connecting with your partner and see if your partner can see into you. Turned out she was able to send my message, clearly and accurately, I told myself that just the "candle" would make me believe what we are doing. As for me, when it was my turn to receive messages, I think I failed to see anything. I cannot let go of the control, I may have a little hesitation with the activity on receiving messages. I am not open.

Walk Like a Man

finally, I tried to make a video of my nephew's christening and look how it turned out.

Day Two Hypnosis

Here's what happened in day tow, we learned how to tell a person's blood pressure through the index finger and thumb. We also used a divining rod, a st/ benedict's cross and tried to go to a person's house and describe their house then you would ask the person for accuracy. I guess hindi pa ako BL (bukas loob) because I am not feeling well, I tried the divining rod and asked some questions, and I got a very acceptable answer.

Hypnosis Day One

It was a Monday afternoon, our class starts at 3:00 p.m. Irwin drived me to Ateneo Social Science Bldg. we arrived at 2:30 pm. I've seen some of my would be classmates all waiting for Father Jaime Bulatao. I've seen him arrived and went to his office. When it was already time, a staff opened the room and we went inside. I was suppose to go to the washroom but when I opened it. There he was, he held my hand, I felt something, some kind of energy, I cannot identify the feeling, something like someone with power was holding me, he asked me " Do I know you?" I told him "no father, my name is Agnes". Then he held my hand for a while and released it, akala ko nga ihahatid ko siya hanggang sa harap eh may mag-aalalay naman sa kanya. He was 84 years old last September. Very old and wise.
Next, we all sat down inside beside each other, no one wants to sit with me, initially we are behind a table, then he asked us to place our chair in front of the tables, so we are facing each other no barriers na table. Meron na akong katabi.
NExt, he demonstrated an hypnosis touch, biglang nag freeze your arm ng classmate namin. parang na paralyzed. Ewan ko I was skeptic pa. Then the classmate tried it on another classmate, ganun din. After that we all tried it, yung katabi ko, ginawa ko sa kanya, gumana pero nawala, nung siya sa akin, ayaw, naghanap kami ng ibang partner paghawak sa akin nung isa, nakuryente siya sa akin meron akong static electricity. hahaha. kala niya siguro kung ano yun.